Why am I so abusive?

DX'd - Sz/SzA
#1

Why am I so abusive? Why am I so angry? Why do I rage so much? My poor husband doesn’t deserve my screaming. I wasn’t abused as a child so why am I so abusive? It hurts so much…:sob::sob::sob: I don’t want to lose my dear husband… God what is wrong with me? Is it my sza?

#2

IMO it’s brain inflammation stressing you out, and making you unnaturally angry. Could be due to a leaky blood brain barrier, and leaky gut, causing certain trigger foods to make your brain swell.

Just a theory.

I had a chronic crushing headache for years before taking alkaine water plus alkaline drops for two months, and that just vanished my brain inflammation. My current head pressure is maybe 1/10, when before it was like an 8.5 out of 10, I felt like I was going to die.

#3

I don’t know the reason but I used to get mad at my mom when it was other people I should have been getting angry at. But since I was so close with my mom I took my anger out on her.

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#4

My ex’s mother would make me mad and I would be mad at my husband bc his mom would do this or that.

#5

I was the same way until i got on the right meds.

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#6

You know I had a doc put me on Prozac I think it was and after that I was just so angry all the time. It took everything in me not to blow up at my grandmother. When I got off the Prozac I was fine.

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