It scares me too. We had argument this morning and I got so angry that I threw book and threw a rusk at him and water too. He’s scared of future episodes from me. Is it my sza that causes it? I am mentally unstable person and I’m scared I will harm people I love. Alien doesn’t help things as he tells me to harm ones I love but I DON’T WANT TO
HELP anyone?
My grandmother threw a cup at my grandfather once and she’s not a violent person. Does this happen often?
When I have arguments with hubby (once every two weeks or so but it varies widely) I get the urge but even if I’m not arguing with him i still get ragey feelings. Maybe with my period now it’s worse but it’s sometimes other times too.
I’d say I’m a very irritable person and I tend to be excitable in speech. Hubby often tells me to lower my voice as the neighbours will hear.
Maybe it’s the hypomania
It could be. Have you told your pdoc?
My husband and me had an argument yesterday. We don’t have arguments so often. I cried so much. I feel sad since then.
Everything will be okay. Are you a newlywed?
@Hadeda, have you talked to your doctor about this? You might want to consider counselling for anger management, too. Physical abuse is a pretty serious issue, and it’s good that you recognize what you’re doing and want to put a stop to it.
I don’t know if sz contributes to your behavior, but understand that even if it does, it doesn’t excuse it. Take action to change the way you respond to stressors.
I live with him since 2004.
waiting to hear from my pdoc. i emailed her last night
My pdoc said it sounds like im under-medicated so she increased my olanzapine to 7,5mg from today (it was 5mg)
Its all about being afraid you are not loved when you are angry. But im sure your husband loves you even if you get angry.
Hope this sentence made you more relaxed.
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