I think it messes a loot with my thinking… its really hard on this Depakote. I consider lowering my dose… I dont know what ill do with my anger, maybe try to go out from it by other ways. but really, its not a life what I have on Depakote… I never been manic happily… i just have anger issues…
When did you get put on depakote?
I have seen it work wonders for some people. When I was on it I completely lost touch with reality. I was seeing monsters and suicidal. It all blew up when I wound up in another state speaking “another language” that was actually just gibberish, because I thought I was in India hiding from the government. I set a trash can on fire, and then a friend put me on a bus to go home.
i am back on it since 3 months. but the side effects really doesn’t go away… i am in some quite of foggy state chronically. cant think well etc etc… i am not sure that its good,really…
Tell your doctor. It’s very important to speak up about bad side effects.