haldol calmed me down. besides that i still feel my brain in my head. is this a delusion? its heavy too, like a ball in my head… its painfull also, almost physical… will i get a lighter head one day? i remain quite ambivalente and dont know what and how to think anymore…
Well you do have a brain but you shouldn’t feel it. Maybe it’s just your weird thoughts. I remember thinking neurons were like people communicating in my head. It’s just weird thinking.
is this can get better? there is tension in my head i suppose…
Maybe take headache medicine like aspirin or Tylenol. I get headaches but don’t read into it. Hopefully it will get better. Unfortunately, we have to live with some symptoms. Hopefully, it’s bearable at least.
its hell on earth this illness. i cant talk to children because i am scared to be a pedophie. its in my head since one clinical pdoc told me that the victims of sexual abuse become pedophiles at their turn… i precise that is truglle with this but i am scared even from the children… i havent nothing anymore, neither friends,neither education,neither job or a family to my own…karma? it sucks…
That sounds rough. Just because you were abused doesn’t mean you’ll abuse someone. Sounds like intrusive thoughts. A lot of people, even normal people, have that.
i am finished person astefano. i dont know how ill get out of this… i think, i think, i think…my hope are the meds… i have so many symptoms, mierda…
I was molested when I was young and had to battle Schizophrenia also. I relate to what you are going through. I have stayed away from kids and choose early on in life not to have any children. I have been blessed with a lot of things to keep me busy. Stuff like this is really painful to go through.