I’m so bored. It’s hot, maybe I have to turn the AC on. I will shower later, and make a meal.
I will make a rice, faux meat dish. I actually like it.
This friend of mine came over in the morning. I cannot stand her much anymore. She didn’t remove her shoes and I couldn’t ask her. I’m trying to cut her out of my life slowly. It will take time but it’s possible. I’m not very close to her anyway.
I like isolating myself and talking to my internet friends. Real life friends are kind of getting on my nerves.
I’m also in the perfect place in my life to start a family. It’s been going on for some time and I’m sick of my insecurities. Why can’t I just feel okay and content with my life? I have a great life! I already spend a lot of time alone. What more can a girl as for? I wish I was different!
Yea I talked to him he advised me against it… but I told him I can’t continue with my current med so he’s going to look for an alternative… meanwhile I’m just not taking my injection… …