Nothing is wrong with estonia. I would move to another country cause im adventerous…i just need new surroundings all the time.
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That didn’t stop Stephen Hawking.
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I think sza delayed my life about 15 years. I’m doing at 37 what a lot of normies due at 22: Got a couple degrees, got a good job, moved out. Living on my own is expensive 
But I am on a career path that is satisfying, friends, and even a boyfriend. Sza sux, though. It’s more of a hindrance at this point than a hurdle.
@Grace_Mercy
I was studying computer science when I got sick as well. Never got that major, so I’m going to study CS on my own. Social work does not make enough money to justify the license and the master’s degree, but anyone can be a life coach on the side.
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Do you recommend CS over math as a major? I’m learning programming on my own. Not sure if I should take intro to programming, intro to wordpress, or intro to CS at community college. If I want to do CS or Math I need a CS course regardless, especially if I want a bs degree. I’m good at math but no genius. Computer science can lead to good jobs. High paying jobs. You really learn a lot at an accredited school.
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CS definitely Has more job opportunities than math as major. I just did a general search of indeed for “computer science degree” and got over 130 thousand results. The computer field is increasing at a rate faster than most all occupations and there is a big gap between the jobs available and people skilled enough/qualified for the jobs. If you can handle the coursework I would definitely suggest giving it a go.
I was taking CS classes currently but after this semester I was probably gonna work with a local union. I just feel a bit guilty not having a full time job for so long and I am physically able to do laborious work. I’m still on the fence about it but generally leaning on the union work. Waiting til I am 30 for full time employment just feels kind of socially stifling to me. I feel judged by many of my peers for not working yet and I am barely my first semester into the degree so there would be a long way to go.
But part of me does want to wait because a well paying office job has many benefits that overshadow manual labor. I don’t know. I’m still thinking about what to do exactly
Best wishes on whatever your choice may be though 
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I would simply live.
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Probably break my neck from shaking my head in disbelief so hard.
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I would go back to uni and study medicine. Secretly I still want to do this but I need my symptoms under control.
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Id be almost done with community college, more creative with music, better at skateboarding and doing it longer throughout the day, id be skinny as hell still, hell id even be smoking weed still and would have been dropping beat tapes but i feel all that is possible still. My main thing is school and skating. The jobs are always there so i never tripped off that aspect too much just to throw that in.
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Like someone else already said, I would probably be married/divorced with kids, something I told myself as a young teen that i never wanted kids or get married. I would be working a good paying career job without the struggle I have now.
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I would have a job and an education, and be in a functioning romantiv relationships. I’d have a wide social circle, and I’d exercise.
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Get a girlfriend and marry her. I don’t want to be single.
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I’d still be a Paramedic, i served 5 years on an ambulance. Lost my job/carrier last November due to odd behavior and lashing out at people with words… recently found out that I apprantly been in a paranoid psychosis/delusions for the past year which caused the behavior that ended my career
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I would go back to flying for a living but it’s been more than ten years out of the cockpit. I would need a lot of refreshing and I would probably have to pay for it to get my competency back up and be competitive to hire.
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Would probably be married to my partner. I would have graduated from college and gotten my associates and bachelors degree as in electrical engineering. I use to be smart. I passed college physics with an a minus. But now that I think about it I wouldn’t have been happy in engineering. But it would have meant my partner and I would be living alone no in laws or my family
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That’s nice.I always think about building large hall as shelter for people with bathrooms and doctor to examine homeless people.Free kitchen also.
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That’s good. Dont give up. I’m afraid of physics. I plan on taking a few courses someday.
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Well if I can start everything again n be healthy
Gymnastics
Play guitar
Study interesting stuff
Get an interesting job
Not make some stuupid mistakes that I’ve made
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I am gonna be the first guy to say it- I would have good normal sex without sexual side effects of the medication.
I would also be back at a better weight and would be in a better mood with normal dopamine levels.
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I have the “fat gene” for schizophrenia. I’m going to try Topamax soon to lose the weight. I’m just worried about the problems of thinking when on Topamax. It basically comes down to: would I rather be fat and smart, or not as smart but be at a healthy weight.
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