Mine is to be consistent in playing video games
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Good luck man, follow your passion.
One life, Live it 
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What’s yours?..
I dont know yet haha.
Still finding it
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I want to make my room to be perfect to play video games
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I will make my room comfy and sexy
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Masters in math and do nothing lol. Maybe just a bachelors. I dont think I could do a PhD or be interested. Need to be cured first. Programming, economics doesn’t interest me anymore. I think philosophy is cool but dont want a degree in it. I dont know. Working sucks and I hate my life in some ways. Hardest part is telling my story a billion times over and getting pills or complaints or headaches as a result. I hate the hospital now because of the regulations and lack of freedoms. It was great before liberal policies ruined it. I can’t get outside food, can’t have my parents visit anytime, can’t smoke, and can’t use cell phone and internet.
Horrible memories suck. I get headaches to say the least. I get frustrated that no one believes me but if they did that would be really strange and unsettling.
I’m interested in physics now. But math is more fundamental. I need to relearn and study calculus and above to get a strong foundation. I think stochastic calculus is useful for simulation theory, but it’s hard. Probability is my worst and favorite subject. I’m not interested in running or figuring out how it works anymore.
I like people but rather be alone. At least now. People suck in a lot of ways. Especially evil people who hurt others.
I hope to keep my disability and have some small, extra money to live off of when my parents get old and pass away. Like enough for food or snacks and bills. $900 a month is not enough to live on by oneself with no family.
I have severe trauma. Mainly psychological i guess because I had no physical marks on me.
I guess the human soul exists and my non physical part of my consciousness was uploaded and transferred to this body. I have memory blocks. This isn’t base reality. I have lived a billion plus lives before this one. They said i was an alien but I deny this. If I’m an alien so is everyone else.
I’m reminded of the show altered carbon where the trillionaire keeps dying and resurrecting. Except I’ve never been a trillionaire, I’m stuck in 2013, I’m schizophrenic, and dirt poor. I’ve only seen trailers of altered carbon. I hate that show because I dont like seeing violence at all. I was told I had PTSD and schizophrenia in a past life. My diagnoses have changed in the future.
Sorry, for rambling. It’s the truth or my truth and no one elses.
I used to be a hard worker but not anymore. Not interested now. I was psychologically tortured but no one cares or whatever. Nothing I can do. I just dont want to be sent back in time or ‘reset’. Basically, reset to me means going back to 2013 via the time loop and living the same exact life again. I’ve done it over a million or billion times.
People hate me because of unknown reasons.
I’d like to feel normal just for a day. 
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I may not be even able to hold a decent part-time job anymore, but I just want to continue living a decent life. I’ve built on my Dad saying “be a person”, by saying “be an individual, but don’t fashion yourself a villain”. I’m really thankful that I’m still healthy enough to help my Mum out, especially recently. She helps me out a little bit financially as well, in return. And, again I’m thankful for this forum. One thing that’s happened as a result of coming back here is I’m not reading self-help articles anymore!
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I think it’s my purpose, to care and be there for my senior parents for the next 20 year. when im not doing that, I will be practicing guitar, and studying up on economics, world religions, and schizophrenia so that I can at least have opinions about things. after mom and dad pass, I will move into a disability/senior living apartment and try to be social and make friends so im not so lonely. I’ve also thought about developing and writing a couple books. one would be a children’s book and the other a critique of Christianity.
My journey is to work in whatever way that I can, and otherwise have a chill relaxed experience
To watch the most tv, smoke the most, lay in bed the most and browse the internet and eat as much as possible. As you see I’ve no idea what my journey is.
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Find someone who loves me
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Raising my kids and watching them grow into adulthood as good people.
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F*cking fix schizophrenia for myself and others.
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I want to be a writer. At first I wasn’t much at writing, but I changed that with practice. I’ve always had a keen awareness of the little ironies and minor significances of life. I just need to learn how to put it down on paper.
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