What happened? Everything changed?

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I know…life doesn’t wait. But I can’t help thinking…what the heck happened? I feel like = having come out the other end of all this insanity that it was just last I knew the turn of the millennium. Now I’m in my early 30’s but last I freaking new I was in my late teens…heart broken and lost. Everything has changed…the square downtown is no longer full of bored kids…and rebellious adults…as everyone has cell phones and no longer needs to congregate downtown to find out what is going on for the night,

I, last I knew, witnessed the death of punk rock…the scene…the mentality…all of it. It feels like the death of me and I was dismissive of it when it was alive. Perhaps that is why it feels so much like the death of something a part of me. It was a part of me…as much as I rebelled against it…it was a part of me. I feel like so much has changed though since I last knew.

And I lived through my insanity…I also isolated…but I also lived, I still feel however that I have awoken after a long sleep…to find that everything has changed. There was a song a long time ago that went something like “Where have all the cowboys gone?” I am going to go listen to this song.

Carry on, carry on my good people.

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actually that song sucks…but hey it brings back memories so I can only give it that :smile:

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From your late teen until early thirties? You finally aware of your surrounding.

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i know how u feel. i feel i went to sleep when i was 18 and woke up at 30 with two kids and a husband with no idea where they came from lol. i miss my youth and the anticipation of making my mark in the world. i’m now 40 and i feel sometimes that i’m on the scrap heap of life, other times i feel like my life is only now beginning and as well as being exciting, it also kinda sucks. where did my life go? drugs and horrific abuse. i’ve had a ■■■■ life and so have my kids, my husband is dead and i can’t take care of myself sometimes. i can take care of the kids but i neglect myself. human beings can b evil.

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I hid in my own world for the last 40 years it seems, only in the last 2 years have I woken up and stepped into this world. Sheesh,
Not so sure I like what I see.
The only thing I really like is the remote.

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