any suggestions on this one?
i am not in a ward or anything but somehow… i need to break loose of something. not sure exactly what though.
judy
any suggestions on this one?
i am not in a ward or anything but somehow… i need to break loose of something. not sure exactly what though.
judy
I write Judy. It gives freedom to my thoughts. I have been writing about my past lately and it really helps me. Keepin a journal is good too. I like being able to say whatever I want to myself. I’m not a good writer, but I write and feel free.
I’m a disciplined person
I work or sleep, some days if I can’t go anymore I sleep. Have not felt freedom as far back as I can remember
Faith and a spiritual life are freeing, also I don’t work so I feel stuck at home a lot but when I go to the gym and exercise I feel free.
My first thing would be my ulogy, that I used to write every single day after ice shower while having warm cup of coffee, my ulogy consist around (78 at the moment) sentences, long and short it depends what context are, they not positive quotes, but something that I can align with and find my center, and start thinking straight, they like my personality traits or wannabes.
For instance one them: " I surround myself with people who are the way I want to be. And I surround myself with Positive people to avoid negative mindset. I avoid negative influences whenever possible, like TV, news, etc"
These are not positive thinking quotes, and they all star with “I” so that they don’t sound threatening like instead “Put yourself and your life first” I’d write " I put myself and my life first, above everything else" This would be mine I’m not dreaming and alive what not. Not entirely but at conceptional level it does reminds me movie inception where dicaprion spins that spinner to see if he is in dream or not. Probably at subconscious level its same for me.
I get out of the house. I rarely do it, but that’s what I do to “feel freedom”!
thanks for all your great ideas. I also like to keep a journal and write in it lucyK but something tells me someone is reading my private journal.
even though it doesn’t contain that kind of private material the whole idea of being checked up on like that really really irks me. so I rarely do any journal entries.
judy
free will and grateful for it
@ifeelblessed yes they where reading all mine, I’ve burned at least 10 of them with so many other things a long, I know they read this current too, otherwise how else they find out my plans, but this one is minimal like everything else is minimal, at least they violates me at minimum. And now because i’m in home 24/7 I also feel much much better.
I enjoy wandering the wilderness and drinking hard liqour in a nice hot shower.
Music is good to.
And philosophy.
Kayaking/river rafting.
Dreaming.
And of course plotting my takeover of earth.
And jokes, lots of jokes, maybe way to many jokes at the wrong times actually.
And complaining about earth because it sucks so bad in so many areas.