looking for codes in speech/clang association,
symptoms of ‘hurt OCD’,
extreme avolition and apathy,
loss of contact with reality/general psychosis and confused/disorganized thinking
intrusive thoughts/loud unctrollable thoughts, usually about paranoia related to hurt ocd,
what would appear to be intense depression, though i laugh a lot to myself in a sort of insane way…so not depression? idk
Insight comes and goes.
But my nurse and pdoc have it wrong about me…I dont need lifestyle changes. I need a medication that actually works.
Invega 100mg injection,
and modafinil 300 mg which is new and I may stop because it causes paranoia and being suspicious of others leading to a very bad, agitated mood.
What do you do when your treatment resistant?
APs Ive been on,
Invega oral 3-12 mg and injection 100-234 mg
Abilify oral 5-35 mg and injection 400mg
Rexulti 1 to 4 mg
Olanzapine 10-25 mg
It’s been four years and I fail to get anything out of my pdoc visits. I often leave wondering “whats the catch”? Meaning, what am I missing? What am I doing wrong?
I’ve abused all the drugs over this time since getting the Dx. I didn’t realize it does damage to the brain more so in schizophrenics than normal people, due to the interactions (opposing effects) with antipsychotics. But I’m sober now. Though I’m suspicious of supplements messing with me such as CBD hemp oil or L-theanine, and kava kava. Also used kratom, that stuff really is just the asian version of bath salts. Stuff makes me insane.
What med worked for you when none other would?