I have some mean girls in my body and Moe and Pam are wanting me dead saying it will be today. I don’t know what to do. For the first time I have people call me names and I feel like I am always being watched and listened to. They have no morals. I need help to catch these culprits so they won’t try to ruin my mind, body, and my life. They make it seem killing people is okay. I need to stop them. They don’t care about my life. They add extra weight to my frame because I think they are jealous. I am not ugly but I think Pam is trying to brain wash them. Never had so much racism and men and women being abusive.
Can someone private message me? I need help I don’t know what to do.
Are you telling this stuff to your psychiatrist?
My psychiatrist is not available. I will try to contact him.
I am afraid the more I dwell on this the worse it becomes.
You know somewhere inside that is just delusion.
I understand that is very upseting, to have intense feeling, but at least try deep breathes for a minute…
Are you living with your sister still?
No I’m married. They keep telling me I am going to die.
That happens, but it’s difficult to shake off.
I’m not a pervert but it really freaks me out.
Ok, try writting what they are telling you…
I work that way, and it stops after some time.
I don’t want things to get worse. I am so afraid.
It’s ok Liv, just i will stay with you untill it passes…
what can I tell my husband?
the people doing this are crazy
Im here, just stay and write…
they are always watching me and I just want to block them out
It’s just brain talking. It sounds real now, but in hour it will get better…
Its ok, as long as it lasts i will be here…
they won’t leave me alone
but I don’t want to hear them
I can’t do anything without them watching me
they think they can do anything
like make me gain weight or not look attractive