I’m not sure if I’m becoming unwell. Just wondering
Lack of sleep, extreme obsessive thinking, mania and depression.
My life and experience has evolved over the years. In the early days of illness i just would be like everyone around me are in cahoots including media and the universe itself. I get similar brief as in a few hours episodes now although im more uncomfortable than anything compared with the past when id be hyped up with growing grandeur.
When my thoughts spin out of control and I start thinking of stuff that makes no sense out of the blue. I always try to backtrack my thoughts when I’m suspicious about having a relapse, without panicking right away. If I have a lot of thoughts all day long that I can’t backtrack then usually something is wrong.
Uhh for psychosis probably my earliest sign is I start getting scared at night again, my paranoia always comes back first.
Irritable mood that persists, aggression, agitation, more frequent voices, depression that lasts more than a few days. Also changing sleep patterns.
Like recently I’ve been concerned about my habit of sleeping too little and too late at night - about 2am. It’s not been like that always. Usually I went before midnight but now it stretches longer.
A rush of energy and excitement, agitation, unstable thoughts, illogical thoughts, paranoia, headaches etc
Lack of sleep. “Fighting” occult entities.
Desperation, thoughts are all out of control
For me it’s all very sudden. I just feel that my surroundings feel strange and multiple coincidences.
i hear voices all the time even on meds i have changed meds loads of times i end up self harming or feeling things under my skin i cant focus on things and i get paranoid and the voices get louder and angry
Hearing voices , insomnia , delusional thinking
As far as psychosis goes a feeling that things aren’t real or concrete and that I am not awake all the way are warning signs. As far as mania goes that’s feeling way too good and spending money, talking a lot, not sleeping, wanting to do meth, gambling, being sexual. If we’re talking about depression my warning signs are withdrawing, sleeping too much, and not bathing. And as for a mixed state agitation is the big warning sign.
Find everyone misunderstanding me. My communication is off, paranoid thinking, delusions, hallucinations. But subtle signs are my thought patterns; insomnia, irritability, changes in my appetite and personal care, chest pain, migraines-feelings of uneasiness.
Usually I get auditory hallucinations in the form of not being able to understand people or hearing them say something different than what they’re actually saying. Intense dissociation is something else I usually experience.
I’m eating breakfast in a psyche ward with no shoelaces and no belt.
Feeling like I’ve been spiked,
But if that starts happening it’s usually too late
i imagine my that i look like horse.and then i start looking at schizophrenia patients in india.i get scared from what i look like.
I start reading double/ triple meanings into license plates, billboards, signs on trucks, radio song lyrics…etc.
Spend money unwisely. Hear mumbling.