I’m looking forward to getting a job one day
Going back into dating one day
I’m so scared I ate junk again this morning and it makes me feel so so guilty can’t help but think of my blood vessels and stuff
I look forward to feeling better
Making friends I just don’t know where I will find them though. For a start get back in touch with my two friends from studies. Join something some grp I guess
I’m looking forward to being able to play piano beautifully someday in the future.
I’m looking forward to my foreign trips I’m going to take to Israel, Spain and Ireland someday when I ever get around to it.
Looking forward to spending time with my best friend this weekend and every weekend.
Looking forward to meeting my Maker.
I’m not sure, part of me lives because of my family, to see and spend time with my loved ones.
Part of me lives because of a mission the angels sent me here for. Delusion I would wager. They gave me some tenants I have to abide by, and suicide is off the list of things I’m allowed to do. They wouldn’t let me die anyway.
I really hope so too.
And wish the same for you, I really understand what you mean there’s only so much one can do when not working, especially whilst on meds.
It doesn’t exactly feel amazing to rely on the government to pay for me but at the same time we are so lucky to receive this service in times of need