Im struggling to complete therapy homework. I can only list two things, that I’m polite and that I want things to change. But I’m not sure if its even true that I’m polite from the heart or if I’m just a nasty person on the inside and that I’ only pretending to be nice as a courtesy. I feel i dont speak my mind enough.
And its true that I want things to change for myself but its more of an urge. Like I want to be more loving and happier and funnier and all that. The same things I used to be, but I feel that the illness has robbed me of my personality. I made an earlier post about not being sure if I’m still empathetic. I care about my Mum cos shes the closest person to me, but I feel disconnected from my friends. Its nice to see them but I dunno.
I don’t know… I just find it really hard to know myself and what I like about myself.
Suffering in my own life has taught me empathy. I can better understand others suffering.
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I dont know if I’ve gotten that far. My suffering hasn’t bore any meaning to me except that life is painful. I just feel too wrapped up in my own suffering to accomodate the suffering of others. I feel horrible and monstrous for saying that.
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I like my legs, hair, green eye, honestly and values.
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I like my personality
I love my Hazel greenish blue eyes
I love my confidence
I like that I am real and not fake like some people put on a show
I am honest sometimes brutally but sometimes you need to hear the truth instead of lies or rumors no matter if it hurts.
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Grey eyes, loyalty, good dog mom, my ability to relate to others who are struggling, and my resiliency.
my love of animals, resilant, funny, persistant, a bit weird (which i use as a positive), honest