My mom made me drop out of high school took away my Track career. I literally stayed with my grandmother from 1998-2002 watching tv playing playstation and getting online chatting with people.
I wish I could have been well and started my career at 18.
This disease sucks ass I just have regrets and feel so horrible I have to the tools to succeed but I’m 40 years old. what a waste of life to a disease.
just wanted to share, the first was 1999, so I was 30, but diagnosed 3 years earlier.
we could smoke in the ward on glass partition.
pretty bad though, guy hitting on me cuz I was buff and personanable. the whole unit went crazy.
I was admitted to a psych ward when I was 18. They put me on Lithium Carbonate, but they didn’t tell me why… they never told me whatever my diagnosis was. So, as soon as I got out, I stopped the Lithium Carbonate.
Funny enough, I now take Lithium Carbonate at age 29. But I know why it was prescribed and such.
The first sorta visit was a drug detox center due to a bad drug reaction in my mid 30’s. The first real visit was at age 45. It was another bad reaction to a drug. But it was also a relapse.