Missed my therapist appointment because I was late. So I came home. I was out doing laundry at the Laundramat and a REAL cute lady was outside sweeping. Our eyes met and she gave me a big smile. It was great but then I spent the next half-hour trying to figure out what I did that made her smile at me.
It always feels great but extremely rare (for me at least) to get a random smile from someone. To me it looks like most people are giving me a weird face (the whos this alien thing) or the Im better then you look. If I even get a look.
I think she was just being nice, its good when strangers smile at each other.
Sometimes, because of my behavior, a girl or a woman gets in my mind and I can’t stop thinking about her. I have to learn to correct the behavior.
Does she work there?
I think that smile is a pretty good foundation for some small talk…next time. ; )