More weird seroquel dreams…(warning may be triggering)
It felt like an OBE almost, not saying it was an OBE just that the physical sensations were so real and at times it really felt like I was leaving my body.
Can’t recall a whole lot. I remember thinking I wanted to have sex…then suddenly physically feeling someone on top of me. This of course superbly freaked me out and I started to cry and said “no, I don’t want this” I prayed to God for it to stop and it did.
Then I was in a yellow room. It was empty except for a bed, a closet and a closed door. It was very well lit. I was lying in bed trying to sleep…and felt myself being tugged off the bed. It was like little tugs one at a time so I was just slowly being pulled off my bed. I wasn’t scared actually, I was more very curious as to what was going on because the sensation was so weird. When I slipped onto the floor and kept getting tugged I realized I was being pulled towards the closet…I didn’t want to go there because I then remembered in a recent previous nightmare the exact same thing had happened, I was dragged to the closet while I was half sedated and then raped before waking up quickly. So I rejected the tugging (mentally) and suddenly was back in the bed like I had hopped back into my body.
As I relaxed I then felt myself float out of my body again. It was startling but I decided to stay calm. I floated up towards the walls of the room. I was going to see if I could go through them, when I noticed writing on the walls. It was here and there and small enough so you couldn’t see it from far away. I hovered up to the different patches of writing and tried to make out what they said but couldn’t. It was in English and written clearly I just couldn’t hold the words in my mind, like I couldn’t focus properly to read them.
Then I was outside, in some sort of backyard or garden. I was being dragged again, through grass this time, towards a bunch of tall shrubs. Worrying it would end the same way as the closet dragging I kept sort of teleporting back to my original spot in the yard, only to be dragged again. I couldn’t fight the dragging, I couldn’t really move at all, again it was like I was half asleep in the dream, sedated. Eventually I gave in and let myself be dragged behind the shrubs. There were dead leaves there and I felt them scratch me and heard them crackle under me.
When I was behind the shrubs I was flipped onto my belly and lifted up by my feet, like a wheelbarrow. I wondered if I would be raped again…but I kept felt myself being lifted higher and higher, if I am going to be raped, how tall must this guy/thing be to have to lift me up so high?! Instead of anything sexual I felt a sharp pain in my pinky toe, like something bit it!! I panicked worrying the thing was trying to eat me. Then I fake woke up.
I “woke up” in my old house. I remember delaying checking the time because I was worried I’d slept in too late to do fun birthday things with my little sisters…I went downstairs and saw my mom who asked if I was planning to take them to target and I said no a video game arcade…she snidely said “Ok that will last like 15 minutes…” then I woke up for real. Ironically I had been trying to think of where I could bring my sisters to pick out a birthday gift lately and couldn’t think of a toy store near me. The dream made me remember target sold toys, lol!
Anyways that was the whole thing. Very very surreal. Also all of that happened within being asleep for only 1 hour.