Weird delusion

For a while I wanted this watch but it was too expensive for me. I felt that the ceo of the company is mad at me for not buying them because it’s good advertisement (I suffer from the Truman Show delusion)

I’m scared.

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Any support is appreciated. I need to talk about this because it makes me feel better

How would the CEO know you didnt buy it?

I think there’s a microchip in my head that broadcasts my thoughts to the internet.

How would you get a microchip in your head?

My delusions tell me someone knocked my out in my sleep and implanted it.

I think that’s really unlikely. I don’t know why anyone would do that

I used to have these thoughts, thinking people did stuff to me when I was asleep. They’re just paranoia. Implants like that aren’t real, you can’t broadcast your thoughts.

Are you on medicine? The medicine I take helped get rid of these thoughts for me. I take Zyprexa.

I’m on clozapine which has done wonders for me, though I still get occasional psychosis.

I tried tons of meds and none of them worked besides clozapine.

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I suffer from the same delusions but the thought broadcasting is more under control now. …

Man…I feel you because I have felt bad for not buying something or not liking a product…I feared retaliation because it might hurt that company…

Those delusions really suck but they do calm down some man. Hope your feeling better soon. Real talk … I understand

Just remember the world isn’t that cruel…even if some people would be not everyone would be onboard with something Soo inhumane.

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Oh sorry to hear that. I had to try like 5 different medicines that didn’t work before I landed on Zyprexa.

Begs the question: what’s a normal delusion?

the big guy upstairs

You mean Ralph, the overweight, unemployed plumber in apartment #2?

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Truman show delusion is a combo of grandiose and persecutory types.

Grandiosity because, well, you’re at the center of attention. Persecutory because you no longer enjoy privacy of thoughts and deeds.

I also believed I had a microchip implanted, and other ridiculous stuff. I was able to dismiss this delusion, hopefully forever. I couldn’t do it without the help of APs. Some people get stuck and never completely recover from it though. I wish I had a solution, but I don’t.

I also have Truman Show Delusion. In my case, I thought that cameras were in my eyes, microphones were in my ears and equipment was in my brain. My delusions have lessened over the years, but I still have residual thoughts of being special and persecuted at the same time. I no longer think there is equipment in my eyes, ears and brain but I do think the universe talks to me. I am on AP’s but still crazy.

I’m similar. I have a delusion of a microchip in my brain sending my thoughts to the internet. It really is unpleasant.

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@PhotoGuy
I am so sorry you are dealing with that. I know my delusions have caused me great anxiety. With the Satellite being able to see and hear, even through ceilings and walls, everywhere I go, there is no need for cameras, microphone’s or anything. It is very invasive and impossible to escape. I feel your pain.

It’s all delusions and schizophrenia.

I’ve had delusions like that, but can’t remember them. One used to be; pictures of people looking at you. If you did something they didn’t like, they weren’t looking directly at you, anymore.