What’s up how was your day and what did you do?
I went to a restaurant where I had been 10 years ago. I ran into someone I knew there but pretended not to see.
Maybe I’ll send a message tomorrow.
I ate a hawaiian salad with chicken and had a beer.
I feel pins and needles through this med withdrawal. I am glad and thankful for not relapsing I guess. (yet)
My friend went to Cuba for 8 days and she said she is bored. Never travel in pairs. Always in groups 
that sounds interesting @MissMermaid
I had an okay day I spent most of the time at home in the apartment away from everyone. the extra people are driving me crazy. the kids don’t listen. the boys have ADHD and the younger daughter has Bipolar disorder with psychotic features and ODD. they are on meds and my mother in law thinks the kids shouldn’t be on meds. I have no opinion on that my brother was on all kinds of meds as a kid and that left him hating meds now.
anyway I have spent most of the day on forums and reading about my religious beliefs and trying to find a way to explain it to my mother in law and my mom if they ask about it.
just take it easy.
Some people do not understand you I guess and it is okay. My sister in law is complaining about my parents, I am complaining about my parents but they are here and we have no choice.
Just ignore them
I meditate a lot when I am stressed and it helps relax me. I heard and read on here meditation isn’t good for schizophrenia and schizoaffective disorder. when I have panic attacks when i’m around them I try grounding techniques which they think is weird but hey its me doing it not them so what’s it hurt?
Today I came to visit my mom. It’s been really hot here for the past few days.
I’ve been hanging out with this guy. He’s my mom’s dog. Always happy to see me. Other than that mostly uneventful. There’s a pool here, I might hop in later.
Nice to read about your days.
I/we did grocery shopping today.
My boyfriends friend drove.
We car pool.
I immediately liked him when we first met and never felt attacked by him but comfortable.
Most of his other friends I’ve felt attacked by and do not feel comfortable with etc
We got some lovely food and drink and had lunch out.
It was a magnificent lunch.
Absolutely delicious!!!
I had Chinese honey chicken , chicken vegetables and rice and they had pie.
When we got back I went for a 30 minute walk.
We did a few other things I think.
Then my boyfriends two other friends(a couple) came over.
I do not feel comfortable around them and feel that they have spiritually attacked me every single time we have met pretty much.
Strangely enough the man said he does not hate me just before they left.
Not sure if I believe him.
but hope they don’t but has felt as if they do.
I have felt so un welcome by most of them despite me coming here all by myself.
Also attacked by most of them but I was surprised he said that.
My boyfriend might have said something to him.
Wishing us good day.
And good night.
