Go to work, do your laundry, get gas for car, pay bills, clean room, study. And then do it all over again next week, and the next week, and the next week ad infinitum It will never stop for the next 20 years.
Well, I signed up for this so I am getting what I deserve.
it’s funny how life works out?
I made crazy decisions when I was 16-17-18 and now the outcome is really good. other than the illness.
What kind of decisions?
leaving the country??
I may get what I wish for? GTF out of town? really? I wish for my gift, my family and friends, my money, peace in my brain and peace in the world.
Thank you very much! I will wait patiently.
Yes, I understand that. But I think you know what I meant.
So it worked out?
I got what I wished for an then rejected it repeatedly
keeping it gangster
It was just to say I said no when presented with everything I ever wanted
Cold as a cold wind blows
Now I want something else, more like it is a mutual thing.
I’m humble guy. reject opportunities.
ssi office wanted to up my payments, but I said “nah.”
now rent’s increasing. so feeling dumb. : /
not sure? things could be a lot worse - at least I have a roof over my head, good food, a few friends, a good income - and mediocre health? for the next 40 x years - =)
I guess what I am trying to say is: I don’t expect anything other/more than this.
“Be careful what you wish for,
'Cause you just might get it all.”
lucky: you just might have gotten it
There was no winning ticket on the lottery last night 
I’ve heard to never pray for patience, because you will get a chance to use it.
I want patience and I want it now.
you forgot the exclamation point…?