I mean from like 14 years old until I was AT LEAST 21. more like 26 but 21 was when I started making some progress…I couldn’t do simple conversation. Just didn’t understand, get the point, know what any of it means… didn’t really understand much of anything much at all. There were glimmers, slivers, rainbows of insight from now and then but the most part I was completely delusional for those years…
What about you could you remember a time with zero social skills. Don’t think you’d be posting here with friends if you still were this way but maybe I’m wrong.
When my psychosis got really bad I stopped talking to people for the most part or id only say whatever the voices told me to say to people. I felt like I had totally lost myself. Strangely enough despite only repeating to people whatever the voices told me to say most people didn’t even realize anything was wrong. When I told my ex later who I only knew while psychotic was surprised and had no idea