I’m usually very careful with my money. I only buy things I need or really want and don’t splurge often on material things. I looked at my bank account two days ago in the morning and I felt confident that I had saved up quite a lot of money so I could buy a couple of fun things.
So yesterday I bought myself a purple woollen jumper and a music plugin. Then this morning I remembered that there was another plugin I wanted instead, but because I had activated the first one I couldn’t refund it (which is super nonsensical because they can easily just deactivate it). I ended up buying the second one anyway.
So I looked at my bank account just now to see what the damage was and I foolishly didn’t recognise that two payments (one for food one for an oven repair) hadn’t gone through when I checked two days ago and so in fact - I never had loads of extra money to play with in the first place.
I spent over £400 in like two days. I’m sure I will be okay as I have an emergency fund I never go into but yeah I feel really stupid for not connecting the dots or not rechecking.
The last physically synth I bought I used not very often too, sold it for 50% after a year, music is an expensive hobby till you get what you need. lol
I bought a synth called Le Gibet from a company named teletone and a choir/synth instrument I forget the name of.
I am very bad at actually finishing projects!
I love writing and coming up with ideas but I don’t feel very good at mixing and I also really struggle with writing words I think are meaningful and also component. Half of the time I just write on my guitar a full song and think about the arrangment but never actually make the project because of how often I am displeased with how it comes together.