they keep tricking me and i keep falling for it. They will say something nice and ill try to be nice then they say im so sorry then i start to hear alot of different voices all calling me a demon and telling me i dont know where im going. I just tell myself its a mental illness and try not to talk to them but i keep going back for some stupid reason. I just walk around like nothing is wrong to people but really im going crazy in my head.
I take 4.5 mg of risperdal i dont know how many more meds i can take they dont seem to be working. I dont want to increase the dose even more. I just feel so hopeless, it sucks