they keep tricking me and i keep falling for it. They will say something nice and ill try to be nice then they say im so sorry then i start to hear alot of different voices all calling me a demon and telling me i dont know where im going. I just tell myself its a mental illness and try not to talk to them but i keep going back for some stupid reason. I just walk around like nothing is wrong to people but really im going crazy in my head.
I take 4.5 mg of risperdal i dont know how many more meds i can take they dont seem to be working. I dont want to increase the dose even more. I just feel so hopeless, it sucks
I’m so sorry. Meds don’t change any so called positive symptoms in me either. I hate that. I’ve tried so many APs it’s ridiculous. I hope it gets better for you
Yeah sometimes, other times I can run for weeks, it dosent make sense!! Like why does it happen for a period then other times I can run. I thought the IRA were doing it through mind control
i’m glad the voices went away mostly for me… maybe they just need to change your meds a bit still… it took a long search for me to find the right meds. Eventually i got on a combo of risperdal consta 50mg 2 weekly shot and 200mg clozapine a day and that helps for me.