I’ve come to realize that I heavily lean on my video game habit. I want to find a life of meaning beyond this useless and fruitless pastime, but don’t know if my life would be enjoyable without video games. Kinda sucks to realize that.
The only other thing I enjoyed doing that left me with something to show for it was writing, but I’m not that good at it. And my satisfaction with that habit has a low expiration date. I get hot and cold with the writing/reading.
I wouldn’t know what to do with myself if I didn’t have video games to look forward to.
I think it’s good you like video games and are able to enjoy that!
Maybe try something related to video games? Like YouTube videos or board games/card games?
I wanted to give up games… but then why would I give up one of the few things that makes me happy… wether the time is wasted or not… but I’m also setting aside time to learn about ai…