Very depressed today!

I’m very depressed today. Thinking about death a lot and I’m very negative. Fu-cking voices bothering me, saying this and that.

Also I have anxiety for some reason. It sucks.

It’s just one of those days I guess.

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Do you have a prn?

If I were in your case I would take mine.

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I have bad patches the last weeks. I’ve just come out of one recently.

Just realise that it’s not permanent.

I hope tomorrow goes better for you.

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No I don’t.

I don’t know what would help me??

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When I have a lot of voices I take clozapine as a prn so that I fall asleep. when I’m too anxious I take a benzo as a prn.

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Hopefully not. I just don’t know how long I can take it?

Voices telling me “he’s mentally ill”, “he’s going to kill himself soon”, “he’s weak” and so it goes…

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That really sucks.

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My pdoc is going to call me late August. I’ll ask him if he can prescribe me clozapine as prn.

I don’t want to go on benzo’s. I think I would get dependant on them. Not chemically but psychologically. I would start popping them like candy.

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I’m tapering my benzo. It will take many months to get rid off them.

It will be interesting to see if he’s willing to prescribe clozapine as a prn. Not all pdocs do that.

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Being on an AD and two AP’s I doubt it. They are already worried I’m on too much drugs. I have betablockers prescribed but don’t use them.

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Okay. In any case I hope you feel better soon.

Maybe tomorrow already after a good nights rest!?

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Thank you Jonathan. I hope so too.

Maybe it’s just a bad day and hopefully I’ll get over it soon.

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You should ask your pdoc
for a prn

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Never heard of clozapine as a prn
I’m in 225 at night and 100 morning
How much do you take as prn

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I am lucky. I hear no voices, but I feel very down. Down to the bottom. This comes when my sleep is not so good. Clozapine works for deeper sleep.

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I take 25 mg before going to bed. And 25 mg as a prn if I feel wobbly.

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Sorry to hear. Know it will pass in time. Try some activity to distract in the meantime.

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