Yesterday i took benzo and clozapine as prn after calling the psychiatrist.
Today i am a mess. Should i take the same meds or should I call him again?
Go for a long walk, find a nice spot and read some Kavafis, Dr’s advice.
Haha.you know Kavafis. You always surprise me
He really is very famous, very widely translated. But seriously, do something fun even if you don’t feel up to it at first.
I can’t do anything.
Voices paralyze me.
Mood is bad.
Cameras watching.
You?
Any unusual belief?
Sorry to hear that. I guess I still have my unusual beliefs which some call delusions, but I’m actually feeling excited because I’ve got hours ahead of me for reading and solving chess problems on chess com. Can you distract yourself with online games, chequers or whatever? As you know benzos aren’t that great.
I used to play chess, especially the one minute blitzkrieg. I had 1700-1800 rating
That’s good ratings for that category, I usually go for 2 minute games, but I only use chess com for the chess problems. You can open an account in no time. Playing would keep you completely distracted.
Good morning Om in your case i would tried different things to find what is working.
as seksoempirico said try a small walk.
Good morning, dude.
How are you today?
I’m not so well
iam waking up iam good.
sorry to read u are not good.
I took prn as yesterday, but nothing
I feel awful. i wish i could go to a hospital
I think you should not take the same medicines. You should probably call your doctor again.
I’ll wait to see if clozapine kicks in.
Otherwise i will call him.
Thank you
My mouth has an awful taste due to Ativan.
My stomach is mess.
My bloody brain is crazy.
I can’t stop it.
I wish i could go to a hospital
if u cant handle it better to go at the hospital.
I wish i could
but hospitals are far from here
and i wouldn’t like to make
my parents to drive me there
when i feel bad i do cold shower for 1-2 minutes it helps.
Oh i can’t stand the cold water.
I take a nap when i am like this.
I’m gonna try now.