After going several months without getting a lot of inserted thoughts or inner voices, ‘they’ were communicating with me today. Specifically, they were ‘affecting my thoughts’ about the brain study I am in. It was subtle but obvious to me. My Risperidone is prescribed 1mg 1-2 tablets per night for delusions. I usually take 1 tab,and I am fine, but I took 2 tonight. They weren’t saying anything bad necessarily. It was more neutral but it’s a symptom none the less. Let’s see if they back off tomorrow. I am EXTREMELY med sensitive. I get unbearable restlessness with too much (too much for ME) medication or I would take more (with pdoc approval, I mean). I am so ready for this damn delusion to F off. Sadly, tho, I still believe in this horse sh*t crap about being part of a high tech brain study. They were bugging on me today. Hope my extra meds help.
I tend to get the same delusion all the time also - different from yours though. Still not absolutely positive it is not real. I had enough years straight of doing “o.k.” so I am usually able to tell when it is breaking through. The doc had to add some meds for me recently and I am coming back to stable. Over the last 10 years the doc had to up the Haldol twice. I was on Risperidone years ago and I just stopped taking it. Needless to say I ended up in a Hospital. Now, I’m the same way with following the doctors orders as far a meds go, but, my doc doesn’t force anything down my throat.
Hopefully the increase will help you. Maybe it will take a couple of days. Pretty sure that medicine needs time for the level to change in the system. Hey, but, I’m no doctor. Best of luck.
Well you have good insight which is amazing and if you truly believed in it , you wouldn’t question it. You seem to be doing ok