Shadows flicker across the dark
Heart so broken, crying in pain.
My soul I search, to find me again
Seeking my purpose, myself, my blame
Morning arises against my heart
Voiceless actions numb dumb or insane.
Trying to will myself to death so many times
Yet still I wake to the morning sun.
So much pain I see in this world
I’m sure I’m to blame and done my part
Tired of this game of life. I don’t want a part
But still I’m drawn back to this perfetic charade
I fail to see what I have to gain from living anther day
I just freeze high on the cliff edge.
Afraid to live afraid to die.
Afraid of me and what I have become.