I have been off medication (Abilify) for about 4-5 months and feel I am going into relapse. I probably have been for awhile, but I’m just realizing it now. I don’t feel I can live with the possible side effects of medication, like tardive dyskinesia, and I have already gained 70 pounds in the 12 years I’ve been on medication. I had cholesterol issues which led to an embolism. I feel I have to choose between my mental and physical wellness, and I have no idea what to do. My psychiatrist is highly argumentative and confrontational, and I have not told him anything because I really cannot bear the idea of getting into a stressful argument right now. For reasons I can’t say, I am unable to get another psychiatrist. I need education, guidance, or advice of some sort. I have no idea what to do.
Don’t worry about side effects until they happen. Abilify has a good safety profile. You might not get any side effects. You should go back on your meds.
Probably not due to abilify.
You just have to talk to him, your psychiatrist.
Start with the fact that you can’t handle an argument right now, but…
Then get into some of the symptoms you’re facing.
I know how it is when you feel you have to choose health or medication,
But right now you sound like you need the help.
Its possible you could go back on a different medication that may not have as many side effects.
Honestly, Abilify is a safe med as far as APs go.
I would get back on meds if I were you.
I think believing you’re ill reinforces itself same as everything else.
take your meds !! It’s almost too late and then you might lose everything you’ve gained !! do what your pdoc says !!
Definitely talk to your doctor about getting on meds. Maybe try abilify or rexulti or Vraylar. They are a little different than a lot of aps. Less side effects I think. Not bad for weight gain either
Thank you, everyone. I just left a message for my psychiatrist on his emergency line. Hopefully, I’ll get some medication very soon. Thanks again.
Personally, I’ve come to the bitter realization that I just have to accept diminished physical capacity due the med’s. Believe me, if I didn’t have to take them I wouldn’t. I’ve messed up coming off the drugs too many times to think I can do without them.