When I get stressed, I start to question the legitimacy of my surroundings. I start to read double/ triple meanings into supposedly innocuous occurrences. Then I slowly believe that I have become some sort of spectacle and that the whole world is mocking me.
It’s the same pattern over and over and over. I don’t hallucinate or hear voices, but this gradual onset…this sequence of events…is forever my mental weakness.
Yeah, I read into things too deeply when I get stressed. It only adds to the stress! I have to have someone else remind me that nobody is out to get me.
Try to keep reminding yourself that it’s only a natural response to the stress in your life, and the symptoms will go away when the stress does. In the meantime, do you have a PRN you can take, or can you see your therapist more often?
Stress is unfortunately all too common this day and age. I would recommend that you look at what is causing you to feel stressed first. It’s important to approach problematic situations in a stepwise fashion and eat the “pie” as it were one slice at a time. Given your underlying medical condition it could very well be that this is a pretty “full plate” already. Get support from family and friends to see if they can help you and perhaps see doctor about treatment options.