The guy upstairs told me he’s moving out in two months! Oh man, Ive been praying for this. I mean the next person who moves in has to be better than this guy.
I was thinking about the guy yesterday. I tell my sisters and my therapist and you guys about how terrible he is and everybody sticks up for him and says he’s not doing anything. And I realized yesterday that people think this guy is some normal guy who has a normal life. They treat him like he goes to work each day, comes home and then goes out with friends and volunteers on weekends.
Well, the reality is that he doesn’t do any of that… He actually stays home all day except to go out back to smoke. He never goes out at night. He’s just some huge, fuc*ed up guy who’s been in a group home and jail and has a terrible temper. He does most of the screwed up things I say because he can get away with it. Anyways, he’ll be gone in two months and I don’t want to think of him right now. I’m at the park and it’s too nice a day to worry about negative things. My biggest problem at the moment is what I’m going to have for lunch.
I’m on the top floor and I try to not stomp on the floor. My nextdoor neighbors were really bad, ten people in a two bedroom apartment, they were kicked out, lol.
I never say I’m being persecuted by anyone to my pdoc even if in reality I am being persecuted. I agree with you nick, there are a lot of people out there who get a kick out of tormenting others. I never say anything like that to my psych team though as they’ll just think I’m losing the plot.
I make it a policy of mine never to complain about real world events to medics, stick to just talking stictly about symptoms and side-effects. It’s better that way. It shows that I’m mentally tough enough to cope with the rigors of the real world no matter how bad it gets. Lots of pdocs have offspring who are abusing illegal drugs, some pdocs would be in financial dept, have abusive spouses, kids with autism etc etc. It’s a tough life for a sizable proportion of people including the people at the top of the food chain.