I feel like I’ve gone too far with God. The unpardonable sin. It’s a delusion. Please help.
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I’ve have this too sorry can’t help much.
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I understand
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Religion and sz don’t go well together in my experience.
Just try to not obsess about it.
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I had this same fear/delusion for a long time.
I wish I could break down, in religious text, why this is impossible,
But we can’t take the religious route.
All I can say is that is is a delusion and you are fine.
It is not about god, it’s about mental illness.
Try to distract yourself.
Thinking about it too much will just send you into the abyss.
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The only thing I can say I eliminated everything religious from my life bcz it’s a trigger. I don’t think about it if I don’t see it hear it.
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Agreed. Im just as Guilty going down that rabbit hole as well.
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Just try to put your personal beliefs on religion aside for a bit. I dont know really what to say. Tho religion can be comforting at times - it sure has a knack for making you feel Guilty as well.
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You are definitely experiencing delusion. Try to distract yourself from the thoughts wherever possible. I highly recommend loud music, since, personally, if I’m listening to music so loud I can’t even think and hear myself thinking hardly, I’m not nearly as psychotic.
Hope you feel better from the delusion soon. 
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Love and Compassion to fight depression. And if possible be gratefull for each day.
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Religion is not being discussed in recovery context.