Trigger warning…
I was looking up guns online to get rid of these people. When I looked down at gun.
The word God popped up. I don’t want to hurt anyone. Mentally I’m exhausted with putting up voices and harassment.
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Hurting someone will not stop the voices. Please do not hurt anybody.
Maybe it’s time to go to the hospital.
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It’s very real and I’m not hearing things.
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Please tell your doctor.
Getting a gun won’t help, you may wind up in prison. That kind of retaliation for verbal harassment is not legal.
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Roxanna I’m so sorry! I see a lot of your threads and it makes me so sad you have to deal with all the crap that’s going on. You’re just too good to deserve that.
I was close to hurting some people not too long ago. My sister said “I don’t think schizophrenics choose to think or feel those bad thoughts”. Idk if that helps to know. It helped me not feel so guilty about the thoughts anyway.
Would you be willing to go to the hospital? I just want to make sure you’re safe and make safe choices for all involved.
I really hope you feel better soon. Violence is tempting I know more than most unfortunately, however it is no way to deal with what we’re forced to face.
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It’s not going to help. I’ll come back home into the bs.ill think about. Almost a year now
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You have to give it a try. You deserve more help than you’re getting.
If nothing else, you’d be able to get away from the apartment for a little while.
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Its the side effect of meds. Meds make me feel so bad i just cant take it. I think one thing that could help would be hospital visit in the purpose of resting and being away from chaotic life. Cause a person that is on chemical meds needs rest. I can feel rhe effect of meds how they make me mentally weak. Half an hour of simple conversations makes me so tired i cant get out of bed. So a person on meds has to take it easy.
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How can you know if it is a side effect? Are you a doctor?
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Hearing people yell at you and you thinking it’s addressing you is a hallucination. In reality they’re not talking about you, but it’s easy to get sucked into the delusion.
I have similar delusions, can’t stand people talking around me unless I’m in front of them, face to face, otherwise I might hear hallucinations.
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Are you talking to me?
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No I think @anon17552271 is talking to Kerli. And I agree with what Samira said.
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You need to talk to your doctor about clozapine @roxanna . You seem to be a danger to yourself and others. You’ve tried many APs and they haven’t worked out.
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I’m not taking clozaril.
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What’s the alternative?
It doesn’t sound like living as you are is something anyone should have to cope with.
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I feel lonely. I feel lonely. I feel lonely.
And
I feel lonely.
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No. I was talking to kerli. I forgot to write @…
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Are you hearing inside messages from people or entities?
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@anon62371846
Sorry, let me rephrase that.
If someone here is having a hard time is not good , i think, to suggest that the medication are causing them distress. What if i will quit now my treatment without advising the doctor because i will think that most of my problems are some side effects of the meds im taking?
Thats what i meant.
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Yes i guess if you tell someone meds make you feel bad its possible they will quit taking them. I wasnt thinking about it.
I didnt want to answer questions today. I just wanted to post.my dog pics. I accidently answered that topic above. I honestly dont even care about the questions i answer. Probably shouldnt answer questions if i dont care.
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