I was with an ex. We were doing spoonfuls of cocaine, huge amounts. No matter how much I did, I didn’t feel any sort of intoxication. So of course I did more.
Woke up when I gained control.
I wasn’t even a coke fan, wasn’t much of a stimulant user, but I’m craving it for some reason.
The feeling is passing as time goes, it just struck me. I’ve been told I may have random flair ups of cravings for my entire sober career.
Holding strong. Writing it out helped. Yay for accountability!
I know holidays can make it harder to be sober.
Wishing everyone with substance issues well. Hold strong.
I don’t have substance issues, but I have serious food issues, and sometimes I dream that I’ve eaten everything and I wake up panicked over it. My brain starts figuring out how to get rid of it even before I’m fully awake.
I had a small relapse some days ago, but it was all due to the christmas blues. Besides that i have been sober for a month now, when it comes to opiates…
I really enjoy not thinking about drugs, do I have enough supplies, and all of that xxxx.
Hope you continue your life as drug free. It’s a jail.
Cravings will come and go your whole life. However, the fact that you didn’t do it and instead talked about it proves you’re very successful and doing great. Great job!!!
. That should put you off your feed 