Im doing good it could be worse it could be better suffering tbh but still soldiering on sometimes i think in the truman show and everyone is actors not always i avoid eye contact because everyone seems to stair at me its just human nature where people watchers i just brush it off am i dead and in hell maybe so just want peace id rather be in jail with a sound mind than out here thinking the tv is watching me wtf?
I have the same idea.
Not always, not everyday.
But it’s the main delusion I have
Its not nice was doing well but have got on the wine alot lately feel very depressed in my heart i know am a good person but most seem to hate me. The nurse i had for 3 years who helped me alot im transferred to another team now and that kinda sucks because i think she actually cared about me n trusted her
Not that this explains it, but being heavily medicated and out of sorts can make people look at you in itself. People are more aware of others that aren’t well mentally. I work in a shop and we often get junkies in the store. Not that we are junkies, but I can always tell when someone is “off” in a way. It attracts attention from others.
Am not heavily medicated tho but i try hard to act normal in public and they can probably sense am abit of a weirdo
I think the tv is watching me but i don’t think it is a show. Ever hear of a panopticon?
Not heard of that until now had a read about it n abit of a mind fuk… i dont think am in a show just being observed like some sick twisted experiment but it must be pretty boring to observe me all i do is sit on the sofa feeling sorry for myself ha
it’s probably more like being monitored. it would take an army of people to watch all of us all the time
Nobody has interest in monitoring someone who doesen’t have influence. If you were a politician, or a ceo or something like that there might be a interest. But for the average Joe it’s nothing to worry about.
My delusion were mainly religious and biblical.
At one point I thought that I was being monitored and that my phone and computer was hacked.
With meds and ignoring my delusions they went away.
I still hear voices and have strange sensations in my brain. Those are the only symptoms I have!
I can’t see myself being put in a show - who wants to watch me surfing cat memes?
I thought that until I came across a BBC documentary exploring the realities of Female exploitation amongst the tech culture of south Korea it’s called Molka and displays a lot of these types of behaviours.