I dunno. This is more a vent than anything. I haven’t had any postive symptoms for a few days but it feels like the negatives and cognitives are getting worse. I spend more time asleep than awake now.
And I’m naturally a night owl but also night time isn’t healthy for me so I dunno, I just feel like I’m not living up to my potential.
I’m trying hard to support the people in my life with their struggles, because honestly right now it feels like that’s all I can offer the world.
Plus I have to move to another city to be closer to mental health and crisis services so I’m losing out on my whole social network.
TL;DR there’s a lot going on in my life right now and I’m having trouble processing it and it’s making me sad.