?! watched it for the second time last night. Still pretty damn scary. I had to go with some stupid YouTube videos to forget about disturbing content. But that was hell of the horror movie for sure.
Iāve never watched that movie before, but that movie sounds like it would definitely freak me out: āexorcism.ā the movie title kind-of lures me in though.
Donāt watch it. Or watch a trailer if you have to sneak a bit. Iāve never had a visual hallucinations but those kind of movies freak me up. I dont know why do I have a perverted urge to watch it.
Actually I kinda felt better when I read the real story behind the movie, which states that the real Emily was suffering from epilepsy which got her into psychosis etc etc so most likely the cause of her condition and death was biological after all.
I loved the trial scenes though - it was interesting to see the fight between the science and religion ( like those even have to be confronted!)
Itās triggering for me because itās the most realistic movie Iāve seen regarding possession. I had to stop watching it, so I admit I havenāt seen the whole thing, but I thought that someone finally got it right.
A good creepy movie to watch is āAngel Heartā, with Mickey Rourke in it. That role was made for him. Itās creepy, but not too suspenseful. Itās not really scary, but you can really get lost in it.
Maybe it would help if you look at Emily Rose for who she really was. According to what Iāve read she suffered from a type of psychosis called NMDA receptor encephalitis. In fact she was one of the first documented cases of this. She had delusions and hallucinations like a schizophrenic person as well as seizures and wierd body movements, which would explain her head twisting around like an Owl.
Instead of thinking of her as demonically pemosessed just think of poor Emily rose as w girl with an overactive immune system that caused her to behave bizarrely because it attacked her NMDA receptor.
When I am acting bizarrely I tell myself itās just an excess of dopamine flooding my synapses and causing me to think I was just poisoned at dunkin doughnuts. Not that I am an insane freak who needs to be placed in a padded cell for the rest of my life.
That three on the clock thing, that does happen, happened to me actually.
I was encompassed by them and they were in my mind and heart.
3:00 all of the time. I would only look at the clock at 3:00 for a month straight.
Yeah that was me and iām supposed to be dead right now. Youāll see us around even today wandering your cities in fear and pain.
They ripped me apart in everyway possible and i nearly dropped from starvation and thirst.
So as i was about to die some guy shows up and feeds me and gives me drink, out of nowhere he says he has power over spirits. I didnāt mention any spirits though i thought.
I saw the Emily Rose movie before I was MI and it was OK.I knew it was science and not spirits. Now that I am MI, delusional and paranoid, I am too fragile to watch movies like that. If I were still normal, Iād watch āSplitā but I canāt since there is a likelihood it could cause me to incorporate something into my delusion or become paranoid. I am way more sensitive to that kind of stuff now.