I did allow myself in the start but then I realised its just not worth it anymore. Even watching it become not entertaining knowing how I will feel later so I stopped
I’m triggered by murder. But then I watch and look at gory horror art. Go figure. The art doesn’t bug me, but if there’s a movie where the violence is realistic I will get pretty triggered. I kinda wanna know what compels me to look at that freaky art, though. Am I secretly evil deep down? heh.
There are a lot of things I don’t get triggered by, but when I do get triggered it is usually in the form of anger. For me, being angry is kind of like picking a scab. I know it will only make things worse, but I can’t stop myself from doing it.