I have a problem every time my medicine stops working. i become racist. self realization is important to recovery. what is real and what is not is important. myself i have never been racist in my entire life up till now. remembering back when i was not this way is important. when on the right medicine im not racist at all. which is the real me? People change its true due to life happenings but why would i chose to be racist? now i have a lot of points to give of why i feel this way. i am not the only one who feels like this. there actally normal people out there that are racist and do not have schizophrenia.
So why is it bad that i am racist sometimes? i do not harm others in actions i do not harm myself with any objects or force. i think why i am racist at times is because i want to excersize my freedom of speech. the reason why i do not like to talk about it is because it pisses a lot of people off. so in retrospect i am harming myself just being racist because the state of current society fully states that being racist is not acceptable. I can use my freedom of speech on different topics that do not pertain to hatred
so remember everyone has a problem here but its the way we self relize that its not the right way to do things that defines us as people. actions will always speak louder than words but once you say something the damage is done.
If you get a shot at the start of the month and you turn into a completely different person towards the end, you might need to have a slight adjustment to your dosage.
Whoah, no reason to get defensive. You made a post about how you change when your medicine stops working, so I was assuming that you wanted advice about that.
in no way is this post about medicine its about topics that happen when your medicine doesnt work. the only reason why i am like this is because i missed my appt with my doctor to get my shot in a timely manner. the medicine always works fine tyvm.
But anyways, to add to the discussion, when my medicines stop working, I get even more secluded that usual, and I start hearing/feeling voices telling me to do harmful things.
Resisting the voices gives me a headache, but the only way to fight them is by listening to loud music, so I get grumpy and tired and I space out a lot.
If I ignore it for long enough without it going away, I start to dissociate and get really resless.
I do have some seroquel I take take when it happens, but it feels like a temporary solution to a permanent problem.
Hi frings i cant study any furthur due to cognitive impairment…so frings i dont hope big…but i want to be a programmer in the future…btw i am from Nepal…where r u from…??? My lovely bro @fingolfin
Yes frings they are super talented…u touched my hearts…i aim to be a programmer…if medicine for cognitive impairment come sooner i will study one more time…
