I don’t want to do anything until new meds come… Really… I’m so tired of living without purpose …
It isn’t I won’t, it’s that I can’t …
I don’t want to do anything until new meds come… Really… I’m so tired of living without purpose …
It isn’t I won’t, it’s that I can’t …
New meds could take 5 years.
I’d do things to make myself happy but I was taught it’s a shame to be livin’.
Besides I’m in Europe …
Totally . . . .
So young to be so unhappy …
i am tired of life as well if i didn’t have to get up and eat and take meds i would lay around all day i want to do stuff but not the stuff i have available to do atm
How old are you??? The worst doctor I ever had, the best thing he ever said was “SZ is really unfortunate, because the worst of it as at the most crucial years in someones life” or something like that. But I’m 26 now and I like life.
I’m just good in couching… All everything else I do wrong… Besides doing nothing makes me feel sad when I think in my parents, but … It’s not my fault 



I hope god can hear me I’m doing so bad …
I’m just 21 …
If you believe you’ll get better, you probably will. I always believed I’d get better and I have gotten a lot better. And put effort into recovery too. Therapy is important. Meds are important. And will/believing in yourself are important. If you wallow in your gloom for the next 5 years you won’t improve…but if you put an effort to get better you can find peace. Not saying you’re wallowing in your gloom,it’s okay to express that you’re having a bad day and not feeling well but try to be constructive and learn from the bad days and make the next day better 
You’re right but I think my avolition it’s so bad …
Don’t talk like that lol. Just keep it in mind…I’ve seen a lot of people on this board over the last couple years. And the power of positivity is a real thing. Youre still young so you can change…SZ is a dreadful illness but you can make improvements. The ones who wanna get better get better, and the ones who talk like they wanna stay ill, stay ill. You can do it!
I’m gonna go eat dinner though so talk to you later.
What can you do to get better of avolition (besides meds)?
When I got diagnosed at age 19 my case was pretty severe. I had no evidence that I would get better during the first two years of my disease. I was psychotic and I showed no improvement for those first two years. I suffered for every minute of every day. Now I’m 56 years old and looking back on working almost steadily since I was 22. I almost have my degree. I lived independently in society for 20 years. I’ve had money, cars luxuries. I write this often to show people that there are no guarantees that you will recover but there are also no guarantees that you won’t.
I don’t know, I feel so tired 
How old are you sigarino??
i turn 17 in 2 months i think i am the youngest active member here