Today I had the thought that my moms decoration (owl) was a camera and was recording me which I do still think that, but she started screaming at me and said I always ruin good things in her life because it’s my fault, I feel hurt, in all honesty. It hurts me bad knowing my mother thinks that way about me.
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It’s not your fault you’re the way you are. You have an illness that no one asks for. I’m sorry your mom reacted that way towards you. It’s not fair. Are you taking meds?
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Thank you for your words, yes I am but lately I been stressed out maybe thats whats causing my weird behavior.
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I’ve learned to keep a lot of stuff to myself.
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Yeah i keep most stuff to myself and only talk about it with my pdoc and therapist.
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Yeah I need to learn that ability too, I will start today, because sharing isn’t a wise option for me.
Be 100% honest with your psychiatrist though.
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That is true I know I am, sometimes it can get scary and fear hospitalization, but it’s their professional opinion so I will stick to that.
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Are you able to go to therapy?
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I am looking for counseling. I am calling clinics to schedule an appointment.
That’s a great decision! It can really help you feel supported, heard, and cared for!
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Thank you all for your replies it means alot to me.
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