Job threads-triggers immense feelings of guilt in me and a tendency to self stigmatise
‘What have you been doing?’ threads - I do so little
Threads about college/university-in no particular order can trigger feelings of frustration, worthlessness,anger,acute sadness
I try to add to the conversation, in order to be a good forum member,but it isn’t easy. Not because of anything anyone has done here I hasten to add.It’s just that they can bring painful memories to the surface I’d rather avoid.
If I remember correctly you often give links to hot topics, things you’ve read on the computer.i felt bad about not working for 25 years.
Most of them come from the RSS feeds I have. The rest via Twitter and emails I get.
I feel bad about not working too. I feel like a free loader. I used to work landscaping and in a factory putting 50 hour weeks in. Now im on disability and dont work at all. Ive been fired from two jobs and had to quit two others. Ive come to realize that working is just not for me though.
i have great feelings of guilt for not working
before diagnosed i use to work 2 full time jobs and cared for my grandmother
then psychosis hit and was let go from the jobs i had
new ones i tried to get i was fired for sz symptoms a couple days in for paranoia and not talking to other coworkers
i finally gave up the search and went on disability because my mother couldnt afford my medical bills
now i see people in stores and think they do it i should
but it just isnt going to happen
i accept it now and will consider a job search when i get stable again
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