I seriously considered committing suicide today for the first time since March. I didn’t try. I turned off YouTube and turned the tee vee on and had a cup of coffee and my problem seems like no big deal at all. Don’t analyze your feelings, questioning whether they are valid, that’s what led to my intense hatred and anger today that now seems like nothing. I’m so glad I didn’t make the mistake of taking my life. It just wasn’t necessary though it seemed epic. I look forward to a better day tomorrow. I’m going to sleep early.
Are you on antidepressants? If not you need to talk about them with your pdoc
Hope tomorrow is a better day, well done for surviving through today x
im glad to see youre finding the positives now. jut remember that moods go up and down so when its bad, it gets better. Maybe it would be wise to get some help now even though you are feeling well, just in anticipation for any roadblocks you might face days or weeks from now. Just tell your doctor about the thoughts that were assailing you yesterday i think…
@rogueone @Ninjastar are mods who may have some more info for you
There’s good days and bad days with this disease. I’m glad you were able to see that.
But you should still bring up these thoughts with your psychiatrist.
Im putting the info for crisis lines here even though you’re feeling better now. These feelings can come on suddenly.
if you are feeling suicidal or having a mental health crisis, please tell someone — a friend or family member, a teacher, a doctor or therapist or call 911 (if you’re in the U.S.) or the Emergency Medical Services phone number in your country.
You can also call a crisis intervention hotline—these are available in the U.S. and in many other countries. You do not need to be actively suicidal to benefit from a crisis hotline.
International crisis hotlines:
Crisis hotlines in the U.S.:
https://www.thetrevorproject.org
More resources:
I was suicidal yesterday. People yelling at me and my bf being an ■■■■■■■.i just got rid of it the thoughts.
I hope you feel better soon.
And try to seek help. There is no shame in seeking help.
İ m not suicidal but i feel like my life just not going anywhere.but surviving is good feeling.
Sometimes I fantasize about committing sucide. It takes the pressure off. I shift between being suicidal and normal, but I think and hope I will live for a couple of years more.
Hope you have a good day tomorrow.
I get like this a fair bit but I try and brush it off.
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