Hi guys
I joined this forum a little while and I wanted to say it’s been really useful for me to read the threads and posts. I don’t personally know anyone that’s experienced psychosis or who is living with positive symptoms of sz.
It’s really hard to put into words some of the mad/complex stuff that goes on in my mind so seeing things I can relate to and understand makes me feel a little less crazy and not so alone.
Xx I’ve also followed some of the tips and advice you guys have given and it’s helped in small ways so that you for that.
I wanted to to ask if anyone has any tips for overcoming
The massive inconvenience this is the belief of thought broadcasting.
I’m on meds, have been since all this started eight years ago, and have tried out a good few and settled on seroquel xr.
It works well Enough for me in the sense that I’m not too drowsy during the day and I don’t have that never ending hunger
That olanazpine gives you.
Unfortunately the thought broadcasting belief just won’t go away. (None of the meds made a difference to it)
At times I can get through the day ok and just keep telling myself it’s not real Etc.
But its worst in social situations with friends or in a big group of people.
For instance If I’m sitting at a table and someone walks away I’ll think it’s because of something I thought.
My belief (I might as well be honest) is that everyone is able
To know one another’s thoughts but they can control it better than I can, like turn it on and off when they want have a filter on it.
Just to say I’ve done therapy Before and I was told that what i describing is delusional thinking brought on by faulty thinking patterns and other people have reassured me it’s not real.
And about 60% of the time I’m confident/ish that it’s not real either but when I’m in a situation where those thoughts come on
All that rationale goes out the window and I spiral into it.
So I suppose the question I’m trying to ask is if you guys feel yourselves going that way, is there something you do/think to get out of it?
Thanks In advance
TW
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