This is bad, very bad

I’ve stopped crying, now I’m taking deep breaths.

My finances are worse than I thought.

I’m ■■■■■■.

I’m having visions of hanging myself with my belt in the back room at work.

This is bad.

I don’t think I can keep doing this, it’s never going to stop until I die.

Too much.

More than I can handle.

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Hey I went bankrupt, it’s not the End of the world.

Tells us more about your situation

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I went through bankruptcy seven years ago, and I am worse off now than I was then.

I’m not getting the money on December 29 that I thought i was getting, it’s set for Jan 29. I’m ■■■■■■.

I can’t make my car payment, can’t pay my rent, my bills, I can’t afford to live right now. My car gets repossessed there goes my job, can’t do anything then. I’d rather die than be homeless.

You will have more than. A month before any action would be taken. If you get paid enough in Jan you should be fine. Will you get enough?

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No, not likely. I have no real money coming in, other than my shitty pay that is not enough, until that on Jan 29, then teaching pay in early February, then my tax refund later that month. I don’t see how I’m going to make it a month and a half the way things are right now.

Let’s not forget about the debt collectors coming after me about my medical debts…

I’d start calling people that are expecting money and explain the situation to them. Stay calm.

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Unfortunately, I can’t offer any financial advice, @freakonaleash. But I really feel for you and encourage you to keep posting here so that we can support you through this. There is a way out. Please stay strong. Sending you positive vibes.

Will visiting a food bank take off some of the strain? It helps me both financially and emotionally.

I just need to calm down a bit. I know I need to make some phone calls, at least call the bank that financed my car and see if they can work with me.

It’s never going to end, though. Things are always going to be like this for me. The bills and debt collectors are just going to keep coming at me hard.

I’m really not cut out for life.

Well you could turn stuff in for money at the pawn shop.

I have nothing left to pawn. All of my pawnable stuff was stolen in burglaries a few months ago.

What about public assistance for housing be though HUD

I’ve always known there to be long waiting lists for such things. If you’re talking about Section 8. I don’t have time for that ■■■■.

could you take the cat bus to work and sell your car and when you able to buy another car? You probably already know that you can’t take the cat bus to work.

No buses run from my home to my work.

Would not hurt to look into it as they can’t kick uou out of your be apartment the day you are late on rent, there’s a process they have to go through

I know. My property manager typically works with me, but that only goes so far. I paid my rent on the 7th this month because I didn’t have the money on the first. It never ends.

Do you mind sharing what city your from maybe we could help find some help for you. No t sure we can but would not hurt.

I’m not comfortable telling people on here which city I live in.

How much money do you need to get by?