its be to long …the cost now out ways the point of lifes expance. but what to do about it.
Are you getting any financial aid? You need to be more specific.
i know that certain farms can struggle to get a good price for their labour here in the uk anyway,
hope things are ok with you drzen 
hit up three church for food, wasn’t any. went to sale on line some things, no buyers so far. call up old friends for odd jobs , no money to spear. and the talk of more cuts …
that really sounds pretty bad, i hope it gets better for you