I was not prepared for a hungry baby. I was stupid, ignorant. I hate myself.
I hate myself too.
I don’t really understand what you’re talking about though.
A former provider was babysitting a year old baby. I walked into the room and the baby was sitting on a chair with no arms and I thought she was distressed because it was a little precarious for her. I didn’t know what to do. I threw her on the floor. I was taken aback by my behavior. Fortunately, the provider came in and took matters in her own hands. I never heard that the baby was harmed but I felt bad about it for years. I did not know that I was capable of such violence.
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Hmm. . .
I Don’t Really Like Myself That Much Either. Almost Grotesquely Animated By The Trees.
Or So It Seems.
What’s Going On In Thus Thread?.
Why Am I Here (???).
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Yea it is weird the kind of strange impulses people can get.
Like where does it come from?
I had to quit a job in a skyscraper building as a cleaner because I feared that I would somehow walk or smash through the glass walls
That must have been shocking yea and scary that you saw that you were capable of that. Potentially harm an innocent baby
A church was empty but getting ready for a wedding. The cake was on the table in the basement. I had an impulse to smash the cake in. Thank God I didn’t do it. Just jealousy I’m sure.
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Sleystic sorry if I ignore you
My confidence is shaky around you at the moment, for some reason, and it is making it difficult for me to know how to talk to you, safely.
I think you seem alright so I hope you don’t take it the wrong way.
I kicked my dog out of impulse. when he was a puppy. He was very forgiving when I petted him but that memory stayed in him I think.
wrote this poem
The bird I held is now bloodied. a bit.
And the heart.once pure now holds a little hate.
And though it s till eats from the hand, it hesitates.
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We’re imperfect beings that’s for sure.
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I used to be really mean to these kittens that my neighbours had.
And I enjoyed it.
Like pulling them by their tails.
Instead of saying something like that, try the mute or ignore feature.
But then @ATARI would not know the reason behind the ignoring.
I don’t want to potentially be the cause for negative confusion.
But calling him out is better?
Just stop.
What do you mean by calling him out?
I don’t have a problem with him.
You literally just said you do.
Just move on and don’t say things to hurt feelings anymore.