sometimes the hallucinations feel like some s_____ person with authority is trying to force sex on me and thinks it is “therapy” since i am mentally ill…
anybody else here have such delusional material to deal with? this unusual belief that i go through doesn’t go away.
neither do the tactile hallucinations.
judy
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thanks for understanding that. it is awful. judy
I’m sorry this one is hitting you. The tactile hallucinations are the worse at times…
Mix that in with the sneaky brained thinking and it just makes our day worse.
I have had that sinking feeling of hands where they shouldn’t be… I don’t like cussing… but ■■■■.
I hope you feel better soon and your not in the boat alone.
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When i wasnt taking meds i was paranoid that i was raped and my behind was sore but im quite certain it was a hallucination . i also had a welcomed experience with a hallucination that felt real.
You’re not alone
Sad, teen girl had the incubus thing happening. Attacked for years before she could leave as an adult. Can be local fetish by the wealthy abusers. Wish all could just move for better but not always possible. Incubus stuff happened here and family had it stop for moving after Casper the Ghost jumped on one of their kids.
I’ve had voices ask if I wanted to try something and did, can result in tactile hallucination causing real orgasms. But social harassment was worse for a while. Best thing to deal with it voices told me was just to leave the room for a 15 minutes if I did not want to be bothered. Doesn’t happen that much anyway…Have other tactile stuff, lots of heart palpitations for a while but told it is better to ignore this stuff as it was usually nothing. Local wealthy abuser likes to use this and local doctors would be happy to treat you, get second opinion and heart palpitations would usually stop. Did not want to end up on operating table with general anesthetic for 8 hours while doctor’s shock my heart and ask if I ‘felt it yet?’. Lady at work went through this and Drs were talking nuts about what bad stuff was about to happen to her husband unless she divorced him. Both were fine after divorcing. Weird story but true… Don’t like that kind of crap about local areas, join a church and some were told the GAWD did not like their marriage choice and drove people apart…Some of the local churches have been accused of harming people so better not getting involved actually, can get stuck with the devil worshipper stuff doing unethical stuff if voices demand it like messing up own family or employer/customers.
I’m so sorry for your suffering.
Can be really hard to keep away the crazy male users in some places too. They get people fired here to land new relationships. Lots of businesses managed to deny unemployment after driving an employee to walk out.
I do, and trust me you dont wanna know how forces me or claim to be such a thing.