Stupid lingering thoughts

I often wonder how I’m going to end up dying with this disease so much that it rules part of my day thinking about itif most people would have to answer this question it would probably be suicide or some other thing like it accident of some kindalthough I hope to live a ripe old age the thought still lingers

I saw the statistics not too long ago and can’t get them out of my mind either. So when I saw my doctor l I made sure to get checked for pre-diabetes and do a thorough physical. Scary stuff all the stats on Sz’s and mortality.