I am neutral when I think about my dad dying…he was so bad to me and my family growing up and late into life…meh, why don’t I care?
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[…if it helps?..]
Mine died a year and four days ago.
I feel I was/am a huge disappointment to him but my strongest motivation was always [and bizarrely still is] to make him proud. Recently I have been getting angry and frustrated with him even though he has gone and I feel both a guilty to say it and pleased I am using a pseudonym.
I hope you manage to resolve your issues somehow.
As a baby I was partial to my dad. He died in 2021. It’s weird a little maybe about your dad. I would just hope you could find peace with him . Hugs
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we were distant after I left home at 18. we were always fighting in my teens…not physical, just emotional abuse. all the things he did to me during me in colllege and him being wealthy makes me really hate him…I try not to hate…that is just hard on me…so I try to forgive him every day but some days I don’t want to and it’s hard.
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